| Wednesday, August 5, 2009
T.R.U.T.H. I know it has already been a month,but I still can't seem to get over you. No matter how hard I try,it's just impossible. I even tried filling my head with bad thoughts about you. [sorry] But yet,I still can't seem to forget about you. Why is it so hard?! Gosh... PMR trials is just in a couple of weeks and I'm still thinking about this. Sigh... You were the GREATEST thing that ever happened to me. Why did you have to break my heart like that? What did I do but give love to you? The first time I asked you why are you breaking up with me,you told me the reason why. Then,few days later,I asked you again what's the reason that you broke up with me,and then you answered me,you told me a different reason this time. The next week or so,I asked you again why you broke up with me,and you told me a different reason again. Then,few days later,I asked you again to see which is it,but this time,your reason was far more different and it really hurt me a lot. The last reason that you gave me,it hurt me so much. That was the most HURTFUL reason ever. The last reason that you gave me was,you said that you NEVER loved me. [WTF?!] You said that you never have feelings towards me from the very beginning. If that was so,then why did you even wanted to be with me in the first place? Is it because you felt sorry for me? But you said that you were serious. You confuse me! Damn it! After that day,I couldn't stop thinking about it. Part of me thinks that maybe you said that because you wanted me to stop waiting for you,while the other part of me thinks that you really mean it. Hmm... But deep down inside,I believe that you're not telling me the ACTUAL reason why you broke up with me. Until today,I still wanna know the real reason why you broke up with me. I think the reason why I can't seem to really move on is because you have not/did not tell me the real reason why you broke up with me. And it's bothering me. Maybe,just maybe,if you tell me the real reason why you broke up with me,maybe I can move on. All I ask is for the TRUTH. It has been 1 month and 4 days that we broke up. I donno why I'm even counting the days. ;[ After that day,you asked if we could be friends,at first I wasn't ok with it. Then few days later when I text you to tell you that it was ok with me for us just to be friends,you suddenly stopped talking to me. You've been ignoring me since 15th of July 2009,Tuesday. Why?! Sigh... Why are you treating me like this? All I ask is for the truth. God bless you. Bye. 17.06.2009 - 01.07.2009 -M A X I N E- 14:20
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About me  Name : Maxine Rose Birthday : 10th March 1994 Horoscope : Pisces School : SMK St. Teresa,Kuching Confirmation name : Roxanne Loves : God. Family. Friends. Myself. Friendster My blog Tumblr I love playing my guitar I want a Macbook I'm single Waiting for PEOPLE Barry Barim Chelsea Bong Daphne Diana Ting ♥ Hazelin Ng ♥ Ivy Lim James Raj Joelle Chang Justin Sing Martha ♥ Rebecca Lydia ♥ Roselle Sarah Jane Sharon Lugun Stephanie Bulan ♥ Theodoric Job ♥ Tommy Soon Tommy Soon My Blog Net88 ♥ Talk Craps July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 I ♥ them Leow Kwan [my best friend] Hazelin [my close friend] Alexandria Kucha [my sister in Christ] Diinson Ng [my little brother] Xiao Jie [my cute friend] Syl Lau [crazy dude] Korea Lo [my best friend] Adrian [friend] Kenny Ting [my brother] Julian Lu [fun friend] Theodoric Job [fun friend] Nikko [friend] Rebecca Lydia [good friend] Raphael Isaiah [good friend] |