| Friday, September 11, 2009
Over exaggeration xS  Sometimes we tend to over exaggerate. We need to know when to stop. We need to control ourselves. I did this[over exaggerate] to one of my bestfriend without even noticing it. Someone had to tell me to notice it. And,yeah... I noticed it. I feel so bad. So,of course I'm not gonna do it again. I'm gonna change that "problem" about me. Heh. >.< One of my bestfriend over exaggerates. But I don't tell her that,of course. I just don't bother to. I just let her be. Because even if I tell her,she won't listen. But now,she's not really my bestfriend anymore. She joined this new "gang" in class. And that gang so teruk. >.< Biar her lah. Malas wanna tegur about her already. Brapa lama I help her,advice her and all already. But she never show her appreciation. So,whatever lah! I just wanna concentrate on PMR right now. No time for these kind of problems. To everyone: I wanna say that I'm truly sorry if I over exaggerate at times. Sorry if didn't notice it. Please forgive me. I didn't mean to do it on purpose. Kan sometimes people tidak sedar diri,right? Yeah... So, I'm so very truly am sorry. I hope that you'll forgive. 16:03
Thursday, September 10, 2009
I want a Macbook!  MACBOOK =]I want a Macbook so badly! I've been obsessing about it lately. Oh my gosh! I want one! But it's so damn expensive. It costs RM 3,669. If I get that Macbook,you won't be seeing me leaving the house. I'll be at home,in my room,stuck to it. LOL xD No lah. Let's be realistic here. If I get that Macbook,I'll be so damn happy! I'd rather get that Macbook instead of a new phone. Well,duh...! Haha! =D Well,hopefully I can get it by this year. Hopefully when the long holiday starts. Hehe. I DESPERATELY WANT A MACBOOK 21:13
Imperfections N' Perfections  LIVE FOR HIMI don't understand why there are some certain people who wants us to be perfect when they themselves aren't perfect. Who do they think they are? If they're not perfect,then why do they want us to be perfect? Nobody's perfect. God made everyone of us uniquely imperfect. And I thank God for that. There are some certain people who can't accept other people's imperfections. What? They think they're so perfect ka? I'm sure they also have imperfections. Geez... Why look at a person's imperfections when you can look at their perfections? Why do we think negatively about someone instead of positively? Why do we also bad at the good things instead of the good things? Why are we so judmental? Why are we so heartless? Why are we so critical? WHY? WHY? WHY?! DAMN LAH! WE'RE NOT PERFECT,OK?! SO STOP WANTING PERFECTION! NOBODY'S PERFECT! I HAVE IMPERFECTIONS! AND I'M PROUD OF IT! GOD MADE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE! HE MADE YOU DIFFERENT FROM OTHERS. ACCEPT IT! APPRECIATE IT! THANK GOD THAT YOU LIVE! THANK GOD THAT HE MADE YOU! HE DIED FOR YOU. WHY NOT LIVE FOR HIM?! 17:22
Demi Lovato - Here We Go Again [Lyrics]  PLEASE DON'T BREAK IT I throw all of your stuff away I’m gonna clear you out of my head I tear you out of my heart And ignore all your messages I tell everyone we are through 'Cause I'm so much better without you But it’s just another pretty lie 'Cause I break down Every time you come around So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in Should have known better in trying to let you go 'Cause here we go go go again Hard as I try I know I can't quit Something about youis so addictive We're falling togetheryou'd think that by now I'd know Cause here we go go go again You never know what you want And you never say what you mean But I start to go insane Every time that you look at me You only hear half of what I say And you're always showing up too late And I know that I should say goodbye But it's no use Can't be with or without you So how did you get hereunder my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in Should have known better in trying to let you Cause here we go go go again Hard as I try I know I can't quit Something about you is so addictive We're falling together you’d think that by now I'd know Cause here we go go go again I threw all of your stuff away And I cleared you out of my head And I tore you out of my heart So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in Should have known better in trying to let you go Cause here we go go go again Hard as I try I know I can't quit Something about you is so addictive We're falling together you'd think that by now I'd know Cause here we go go here we go again Here we go again Should have known better in trying to let you go 'Cause here we go go go again THE PAIN IS EXCRUTIATING 17:00
GOD. JESUS. LORD. SAVIOUR. FATHER. FRIEND.  YOU ARE NOT ALONEMiracles are not because of the difficulties. But a MIRACLE is because of the IMPOSSIBILITY. God is more than able to fix what He made. He can mend your broken life with the great efforts that you do upon yourself. He multiply your deeds,He will bless your needs. Because when I prayed for strength,I got pain that made me strong. I prayed for courage and I've got fear to overcome. I prayed for faith and my empty heart brought me to my knees. I don't always get what I want,but I always get what I need. He is afterall the BIGGEST,GREATEST,LARGEST yet the GENTLEST,HUMBLEST and LOVELIEST person ever. He only wants the BEST for us. To give you wealth and inheritance for His Kingdom of Heaven. And it's all because he loves you. =] WE DON'T ALWAYS GET WHAT WE WANT, BUT WE ALWAYS GET WHAT WE NEED. 14:31
Sadness =( Deep down it hurts to be with you because I love you and you are only a friend. There is one pain I often feel which you will never know because it is caused by the absence of you. I know you don't believe that you mean so much to me,but you do. If you could find it in your heart to give me a chance,I would really appreciate it. Sometimes it's worth taking the risk. 14:24
The TRUTH ;[  FRIENDSHIP IS FOREVERDamn it! I didn't believe it when he said that he likes me. So,I asked him to tell me the truth. So,he did. He said this : "Bie... I'm sorry but I don't love you. I just wanna be your friend. I'm sorry I didn't tell you earlier. I just don't wanna hurt your feelings but I did. I'm really sorry! So can we just be friends? I just love/like you as a friend only. Because friendship lasts longer than relationship. Can we just be best friends?" When I read that,I was like... O.O Gosh! Luckily I wasn't in love with him. Luckily I only liked him. Imagine me in love with him,I'm sure I'll go all LUNATIC! >.< But,I'm ok I guess. PMR is just around the corner. I don't wanna go all crazy about this love thing now. If he just wanna be friends,it's ok. Atleast he told me the truth. If he didn't tell me,...DIE ARH! So,now he and I are just bestfriends and nothing more. Like he said,friendship lasts longer than relationships. That is true for youngsters like us. FRIENDSHIPS LASTS LONGER THAN RELATIONSHIPS 14:02
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Sarcastic love poem ^-^  My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife: Marrying you screwed up my life. I see your face when I am dreaming. That's why I always wake up screaming. Kind, intelligent, loving and hot; This describes everything you are not. Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss, But I only slept with you because I was pissed. I thought that I could love no other -- that is until I met your brother. Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you. But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl'sempty and so is your head. I want to feel your sweet embrace; But don't take that paper bag off your face. I love your smile, your face, and your eyes -- Damn, I'm good at telling lies! My love, you take my breath away. What have you stepped in to smell this way? My feelings for you no words can tell, Except for maybe 'Go to hell'. What inspired this amorous rhyme? Two parts tequila, one part lime. YOU ARE MY SUN.YOU BRIGHTEN UP MY DAY. 16:10
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
1 week ^-^  Just now before tuition,me and Gideon go NK and drink. We sat down,drink and chit chat. He spon me. [Thank you,Gideon!] And then Xandria [my bestfriend] came and join us. I wanted to eat,but then I was shy also. [LOL xD] So,we drank only. We chit chat about stuffs. First time I drink with Gideon. I went up to class late. Heh. >.< When I went up to class,teacher gave out exercises on 'Construction'. I didn't bring my compass and all those. So,I texted Gideon to borrow his one. So,we went down and he passed it to me. We're not in the same class. That's why. [Thank you for lending it to me.] I always talk during tuition. I don't really pay full attention. Haha! TODAY IS APPROXIMATELY 1 WEEK I'VE KNOW HIM ^-^ 21:50
No rush  I hope you'll tell me the truth about how you feel towards me.You said that you like me,but I don't really believe it. If you really do like me,then you will convince me. I'm in no rush. I can wait. I'm only liking you but not loving you yet. It's just a like feeling. It's not love. So,we don't have to go all crazy over it. I'm not desperate. I hope that one day you'll express your true feelings towards me. Though you're not that type of guy. But I hope that you will. One thing's for sure is that I'm over LEON. MORE THAN WORDS TO SHOW ME HOW YOU FEEL. 15:46
Healing AND Inner Healing  BE FREE. SET IT FREE.James 5:13-16 "Are any among you in trouble? They should pray. Are any among you happy? They should sing praises. Are any among you sick? They should send for the church elders, who will pray for them and rub olive oil on them in the name of the Lord. This prayer made in faith will heal the sick; the Lord will restore them to health, and the sins they have commited will be forgiven. So then, confess your sins to one another, so that you will be healed. The prayer of a good person has a powerful effect." During a bible sharing last night after Empowered music ministry practice, Nathaneil Russel was leading the bible sharing. His bible sharing was about HEALING and INNER HEALING. I don't really know how to explain this,but I'll try my very best. I'm going to concentrate more about INNER HEALING. Inner healing is almost the same as a normal healing. It's just that inner healing is for the pain and wounds inside you. And healing is for wounds such as a cut on your hand or something like that. INNER HEALING The pain that someone has caused you,you have to let it heal. You must not hold it in your heart. You MUST let it heal. Just like any other wounds,if you don't let it heal,it will rot/corrupt. Same like the wound inside you. If you don't let it heal,it will rot/corrupt. If you want the pain inside you to be no more,then it's best if you go for inner healing. Not necessarily you have to for counselling and all that. You can do it on your own. Just spend some time alone thinking about the pain that you could never let go. Maybe the pain is caused by what someone has done to you or something else. It's about forgiving that person for whatever they have done to you. And it's also about forgetting what they have done. It's about forgiving and forgetting. Don't keep it inside you,let it all out. You have to let it heal. You can even share it with someone whom you trust. You can even ask advice or help from people. Just,DO NOT keep it all inside. You have to let it go. 14:57
HAZE?! >.< Damn lah! Why is the haze back? Now so damn hazy again. Sigh... Rain also no use. =.= People lah! Do open burning,smoke and bla bla bla. Don't they know what is GLOBAL WARMING?! Geez... So pissed off lah. Wanna study also cannot concentrate. Because it's so hot because of the haze! So babi one. 14:44
Monday, September 7, 2009
Reality Check!  Surprisingly when I met HIM,I've gotten over you. Don't get it mixed up. I've gotten over you but I haven't forgotten about you. I don't know why you have to be so cruel to me. Just ignoring me like that. Treating me like a stranger. What wrong have I ever done to you? I can't and I don't think I can ever understand you. It's so hard to know what you're thinking. It's so hard to understand you. If only you would tell me the reason why you're doing this to me, then maybe I could be free from this prison I'm trapped in. It's not wrong being friends with your ex's. You don't wanna talk to me. You don't even wanna LOOK at me! Why do you have to be so mean? You're so mean,you know that?! Why are you being so heartless?! I guess that's who you are and that's who you ever will be. If only you knew that your actions really hurt others. But,you will never know that. You're still in your DREAM LAND. You're still in YOUR OWN WORLD. When will you ever wake up and notice that this is REALITY?! It's time for me to move on. I've found someone who might be THE ONE. IGNORANCE IS BLISS! 16:01
PARANOID!!!  I'm not sure whether you're being serious with me or not.When you told me that you like me,it's just so hard to believe. If you were just kidding,please tell me. If you mean it,then prove it to me. I'm afraid of getting hurt again. That's why I'm taking extra precautions now a days when it comes to love. What happened to me last time,made me so paranoid. Please don't fool around. Love isn't a game. It's a serious thing. I hope that you will tell me the truth. I still don't really truly believe it when you said that you like me. If you really do like me,then you will try and convince me. I'm not that desperate,so I can wait. I'll be calm and patient. But please just tell me the truth and not hurt me. I hope you understand what I'm trying to say. 15:30
The Saturday - Issues [Lyrics]  Sometimes I feel like I'm going out of my mind,Boy the way you do me is a damn crime, But then you smile at me and it's alright, With you,there ain't no in between. Everytime that I walk out the door, I tell myself I can't take it no more. Theres a part of me won't let you go, I keep saying yes when my mind's saying no. Me and my heart we got issues, Don't know if I should hate you or miss you, Damn I wish that I could resist you, Can't decide if I should slap you or kiss you, Me and my heart we got issues,issues,issues, We got issues issues issues. Its awful,boy you leave me hangin for so long. You empty out my love until it's all gone. You change the words but still it's the same song. Im tired of the melody. Change my number and throw out your clothes, But my feelings for you,they still show, I keep building the walls round my heart, But then I see you it all falls apart. Me and my heart we got issues, Don't know if i should hate you or miss you, Damn,I wish that I could resist you, Can't decide if I should slap you or kiss you, Me and my heart we got issues,issues,issues, We got issues issues issues. Wanna fight it,can't hide it, Truth is I think I like it, But in future,illusion, Still I don't know which way to go. Me and my heart we got issues, Don't know if I should hate you or miss you, Damn I wish that I could resist you, Can't decide if I should slap you or kiss you,, Me and my heart we got issues, Don't know if I should hate you or miss you, Damn,I wish that I could resist you, Can't decide if I should slap you or kiss you, Me and my heart we got issues, Me and my heart we got issues,issues, We got issues, issues, issues, We got issues, issues, issues, We got issues, issues, issues, Me and my heart we got issues, Don't know if I should hate you or miss you. Me and my heart we got issues. 15:01
Transfer school? Today in school,PK HEM was looking for me in school. She asked me to transfer to a school nearer to my house. She said because I always reach school late,that's why. And she can't accept it anymore. Sheesh lah that teacher. Hmm... My dad is still thinking about it. Think. Think. Think. >.< But I for sure have to transfer school. I'll be transfering school next year. But where? O.o I have time to think after PMR. This is so sad! OMG! ;[ 14:30
Sunday, September 6, 2009
♥ LOVE QUOTES ♥  FRUSTRATED because I can't tell if it's real. MAD because I don't know how you feel. UPSET because we can't make it right. SAD because I need you. ANGRY because you won't take my hand. AGGRAVATED because you don't understand. DISAPPOINTED because we can't be together. But still,I'll love you forever. If you love someone,you would be willing to give up everything for them, but if the love you back,they would never ask you to. Everyone says that LOVE HURTS,but that isn't true. LONLINESS hurts. LOSING SOMEONE hurts. ENVY hurts. Everyone gets these things CONFUSED with love, but in reality,love is the only thing in the world thatcovers up all the PAIN and makes someone feel WONDERFUL again. Love is the only thing in this world that doesn't hurt. Not all guys are jerks. Just because ONE is a jackass, doesn't mean that he represents ALL of them. Deep down it hurts to be with you because I love you and you are only a friend. Why do we ALWAYS realize things when it's too late? While I was holding on,all you did was let go. Love never crossed my mind until the day I met you. There is one pain I often feel which you will never know because it's caused by the absence of you. There are times when I can't decide whether to see you or not, I want to see you because I miss you but there are times when I don't want to see you because every time I do,the fact that you don't see me the way that I see you, hurts me even more. Act like nothing's wrong, when deep down inside all you want to do is cry. Make him believe he's nothing to you. Even though he mean everything to you. And you'll see it's just a matter of time before he misses you too. It hurts to see someone you love ignoring you, it also hurts to see that he doesn't feel your love. Why did you break my heart when all I ever did was love you? Maybe it's not about forgiving or forgetting. Maybe it's about remembering everything and being will to start over. Even if it means you might get hurt. But sometimes,it's worth the risk. You say you love me then you leave. I don't want to see you go,but there's one thing I think you should know... I love you. I know you don't believe you mean this much to me. But I promise you that you do. She says she doesn't care but the look in her eyes, tells the completely different story. I miss you when something really good happens, because you're the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you're the one who understands me. I miss you when I laugh or cry, because I know that you're the one who makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time. But I miss you the most when I lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other for those were some of the best memorable times of my life. I'm going to smile and make you think I'm happy, I'm going to laugh so you don't see me cry. I thought I love him, but he had to break my heart to show what true love is. You'll never understand why I hurt so much because you're not the one who is crying, you're not the one who is left behind, you're not the one who loved too much, and you're not the one who is holding on to someone who is gone. I don't know where I stand with you and I don't know what I mean to you, all I know is every time I think of you,all I wanna do is be with you. It's always the same in every relationship, there is always one person crying and wishing to get back together, while the other doesn't even remember the things they've been through. I hate that I have to be the one who remembers every little detail while you can't seem to remember me at all. If you're going to make me cry, atleast be there to wipe away the tears. Nothing hurts more than realizing that he meant EVERYTHING to you, but you meant NOTHING to him. If you love me,let me know.If not,gently let me go. Things happen for wrong reasons,things happen for the better. When you said we'd still be friends,I thought we'd still be together. Everything went downhill. Where did I go wrong? I still think about you. And I listen to our only song. I probably broke your heart and I think I broke mine too. I don't know how to say this,but I think I still love you. I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had. But,I can't because I know you won't come after me. And I guess that's what hurts the most. You hurt me more than I deserve,why are you so cruel? I love you more than you deserve,why am I such a fool? If you love something,let it go. If it comes back,it's yours. If it doesn't,it never really was in the first place. It's hard to pretend to love someone when you don't, but it's harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do. I play the same song over and over again because it reminds me of you. They ignore each other and look the other way, but they both know that it wasn't suppose to end that way. Dear Lord, I pray for wisdom to understand him, Love,to forgive him and Patience,for his mood. Because Lord,if I pray for strength, I'll just beat him to death. When you love someone, you give all you can and expect nothing in return. Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew. True love doesn't have a happy ending, because true love never ends. When you love someone,you can tell. But when you are in love, everyone else can tell. You don't love someone because they're beautiful, but they're beatiful because you love them. You know you really love someone when you can't hate them for breaking your heart. It takes someone really special to make you smile with tears in your eyes. We come to love not to find a perfect person,but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. Someday your prince charming will come. Mine just took a wrong turn,got lost,and is too stubborn to ask for directions. Meeting you was fate,becoming your friend was a choice,but falling in love with you was beyond my control. I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand. So now I leave you without a sound except my heart shattering as it hits the ground. You are what I never knew I wanted. Don't you say you love me unless you really mean it,because I might do something crazy like believe it. True love never leaves the heart. So,if you don't love me now,you didn't love me then. No guy is worth fighting for. And if you have to fight to get him,then you're better off without him. A cute guy can open up my eyes,a smart guy can open up my mind,but only a sweet guy can open up my heart. I want to be happy because he's happy. But how can I be happy when I know I'm not the one who's making him smile? You will know when you really love someone. When you want him to be happy even if his happiness means you are not part of it. Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it is better to leave them broken than trying to hurt yourself by putting it back together. A simple phrase like,"Maybe we should just be friends" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. Do you love me because I am beautiful or I am beautiful because you love me? Never apologize for saying what you feel because that's like saying,"Sorry for being real". 15:43
My name ^^  MAXINECultural origin : Latin Inherent meaning : Renowed & eminent Spiritual connotation : Secure in truth Supporting Scripture : Phillipians 3:15 "Let us therefore, as many as be perfect, be thus minded; and if in anything ye be otherwise minded, God shall reveal even this unto you." I would like to thank Raphael for giving me this. =] 14:59
What is love?  What is love?Those who don't like it calls it responsibility. Those who play with it calls it a game. Those who don't have it calls it a dream. Those who understand it calls it destiny. And me,I call it YOU. 09:54
Hard to believe He said that he likes me. But I wonder if he's being serious or not. Because after what Leon did to me,I became so paranoid over these kind of things. I don't fully blame him lah. Shit happens. >.< Like I said,just because we want it,doesn't mean that we can have it. We don't get what we want,but we get what we need. Keep that in mind. When I asked him whether he was being serious when he said that he likes me. And he said that he was serious. Honestly,I'm confused. It's just so hard to believe. So now,I'll just wait and see what happens. If he was fooling around or what-so-ever. I'll TRY and be patient with him. Hopefully he wasn't fooling around. I shall pray. ^-^ AMEN 09:44
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Confused. Complicated. ARGH! >.<  I met this guy. He's been really nice to me. He somehow made me gotten over Leon.I donno how,but he did. I donno what's my feelings right now. Do I really actually like him? Am I really over Leon? This is so damn confusing. Honestly,I'm afraid to fall in love again. I'm afraid that the same thing might happen again. And maybe "this guy" doesn't likes me back. Well,I can't have everything I want. Just because I want it,doesn't mean that I can have it. So,I just have to be patient. If he doesn't likes me back,I'm just gonna have to accept it. And move on. And just be happy. Pfft! Yeah,right! As if it's that easy. =.= If he doesn't likes me back,of course I'm gonna feel hurt. Because when I met him,I've gotten over Leon somehow. So,of course lah if he doesn't likes me back,I'll be disappointed and hurt. Because he made me gotten over Leon. Sigh... This is so depressing. >.< Darn this life! It's so hard to live my life. Well,all I have to do is pray. God's help is only a prayer away. ^-^ If things doesn't turns out the way I want it to, well,maybe God has better plans for me. I just have to give it all up to him. You do not know how happy you will be if you let the Lord take control of you. That's all. =] 14:33
Friday, September 4, 2009
Zee Avi - Bitter Heart [Lyrics]  Sun rays come down as seen when they hit the ground, Children spinning around till they fall down down down. I wait for you: it's been two hours now, You're still somewhere in town,Your dinners getting cold. I rest my case you are always this late, And you know how much I hate waiting around 'round 'round, Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside, Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide, Bitter heart, my bitter heart is gettin' just a little fragile, Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine. And then you come and tell me the same reason as you did yesterday, So tell me whats her name. Doo doo da dum,doo doo da dum, doo doo doo doo doo doo da da dum dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum. Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside, Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide, Bitter heart, my bitter heart is just getting a little fragile, Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine,of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine. 16:51
Thursday, September 3, 2009
I thought we were meant to be ;[  You pushed me away like you don't even know me. I really loved you with all my heart. Really. Truly. Sincerely. I guess you forgot all the times that we shared. You were always number 1 in my heart. But now I can't believe that our love is torn apart. I need you. I miss you. I want you. I love you. You were my everything. Without you,everything seems strange. I guess everything you said was a lie. I think about it,it brings tears to my eyes. Now I'm not even a thought in your mind. I just wish everything could have turned out differently. I had a special feeling about you. I thought maybe you did too. No matter what,you'll always be in my heart. I remember all the times I had with you. Reach in your heart. I know I'm still there. I don't wanna hear that you no longer care. I never think that you would ever do this to me. I thought you would always be there for me. But now I'm nothing to you. I thought we were meant to be. DOUBTS 15:55
You know who you are ;[ One day,when I told him that I liked him,he told me that he feel the same. When he kisses me,it made me feel so SPECIAL. I felt like I was going to melt. I love it when he put his arms around me. I love it when he kisses me. I love it when he held my hand. I love it when he wiped my tears away. Everytime we met,you would always say that you love me. I loved you too. But all of it was LIES. Wasn't it? He suddenly decided that he didn't want me. It makes you think whether he meant any of it at all. Was all that just a game? Why did he do this? He said that he NEVER loved me. Then one day I felt like I had gotten over you. Until I saw you again,and EVERYTHING came flooding back. I still love you and I NEVER stop. And each night I cry myself to sleep. Wishing you would come back to me. But I know you don't want me and that hurts the most. Knowing you'll never want me for me. I'm NOT perfect. I know you won't ever love me. But deep down,I am going to love you FOREVER. 15:12
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
I LOVE YOU [Sad story]  Boy : Baby,we need to talk. Girl : What do you mean? Boy : Well,something has come up. Girl : What's going on? Is it bad? Boy : I'm leaving. Girl : Baby,please don't. I really love you. Please don't leave me. I don't understand. Boy : I'm moving away. My mother is sending me to boarding school far far away. Girl : Baby,I don't want you to go. Boy : Baby,I need to see you tonight. I'm leaving at 1 a.m. Can I meet you now? Girl : Okay. I will sneak out and meet you in the park. [They meet at a near by park and hug each other . The boy gives the girl a note.] Girl : *Begins to cry* I love you. Boy : Baby please don't cry. I have to go. [Girl reads the letter at home] "You probably already know that I am leaving . I knew this would be better if I wrote a note. Telling the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is I never loved you. I hate you so much. You are my bitch and don't you ever forget that. I never cared about you. I never wanted to talk to you and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you! Now that I'm leaving,I thought that you should know that I hate you. You never did the right thing and you were never there. I didn't think I could hate someone like you. I never want to see you for the rest of my life. I will never miss kissing you or cuddling you! I will never see you and that's a promise." [She finds another piece of paper in her back pocket] "Baby,I hope you find this letter first. hate = love never = always bitch = baby will not = will I thought that your dad would be mad. So I switched the words." [Girl smiles. Switches on TV.] [PLANE CRASH] She turns off the TV and goes to the bathroom. She kills herself cause she has nothing to live for. He was everything to her! The next day,the phone rang. It was him leaving a message saying that he's still alive and not to worry. "I missed my flight cause I had to see you one last time. Hope you're not worried. I'm here to stay for good. I LOVE YOU." 16:15
Class.School.Rich. xD I donno why,but today me and Hazelin so rajin go and clean the WHOLE CLASSROOM by ourselves. Something wrong with us today. The floor was so damn dusty,so we swept the whole floor clean. Then we arranged all the tables and chairs neatly and tidyly. This is so NOT like us. Haha! xD We even thought of mopping the floor,but we couldn't because we had Ceramah Sejarah. Heh. If we had the time,I'm sure we would have done it. We even wrapped all 3 boxes by ourselves for the recycling thingy. It's always Hazelin and me doing things for the class. The rest of them are all LAZY ASSES. =.= Then,the school bought new fans and new lights for every classes. Each class has 7 fans and 6 lights. So many arh! The class so damn BRIGHT now. Hurts my eyes. >.< The school so damn rich arh. Might as well buy LAPTOP or NOTEBOOK for each of us lah. Haiya! Why go and buy those stupid fans and lights? =.= Well,that's all I have to say. =] 14:56
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Band AGM Dinner  This year,my school's band held it's first AGM dinner. It was held at Sarawak Club on 30th August 2009. The dinner started at 7.00 p.m.  We ate A LOT of food.
We did great in our performance. Though we were nervous,we did great. We took some vain pictures.  Me and Dae
It was so cold in the dinning room. I was half way practicing then suddenly Ruth wanted to take my picture. So,what the heck. ^^ This is me. =] I love this picture. ^^
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About me  Name : Maxine Rose Birthday : 10th March 1994 Horoscope : Pisces School : SMK St. Teresa,Kuching Confirmation name : Roxanne Loves : God. Family. Friends. Myself. Friendster My blog Tumblr I love playing my guitar I want a Macbook I'm single Waiting for PEOPLE Barry Barim Chelsea Bong Daphne Diana Ting ♥ Hazelin Ng ♥ Ivy Lim James Raj Joelle Chang Justin Sing Martha ♥ Rebecca Lydia ♥ Roselle Sarah Jane Sharon Lugun Stephanie Bulan ♥ Theodoric Job ♥ Tommy Soon Tommy Soon My Blog Net88 ♥ Talk Craps July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 I ♥ them Leow Kwan [my best friend] Hazelin [my close friend] Alexandria Kucha [my sister in Christ] Diinson Ng [my little brother] Xiao Jie [my cute friend] Syl Lau [crazy dude] Korea Lo [my best friend] Adrian [friend] Kenny Ting [my brother] Julian Lu [fun friend] Theodoric Job [fun friend] Nikko [friend] Rebecca Lydia [good friend] Raphael Isaiah [good friend] |
