| Thursday, August 27, 2009
The Seminar Finally the boring Sri Sarjana is over. Thought it was kindda helpful. I wasn't really paying attention even though I paid RM 100 for it. Well,you can't blame me for not fully paying attention. Mr. Lee was ok,but the lady was totally LAME! Gosh! You should have seen the lady. She rasa funny one. The whole time I wish that someone would go up to her and choke her. No lah. I'm not that mean. xD Oh well. I will be uploading the pictures soon. 10:52
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Happy Birthday Jaclyn!  Happy 15th Birthday Jaclyn! ^^ Jaclyn here is my cousin. RETRO and VINTAGE is her inspiration. She's IMAGINATIVE,CLUMSY,BUBBLY and FRIENDLY! She's a MATH GEEK. She's a certified BOOKWORM. She's also a very CHLDISH type of person. Love you,cuzzie! *hugs* 10:36
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Not MY Holiday  This whole week of holiday isn't gonna be like a holiday for me. My schedule for this week is so DAMN PACKED! I've got PMR Seminar from Monday to Wednesday, On Thursday I have to be at CEWC for setting up for KAYD, Friday to Sunday I've got KAYD, and on Sunday night I've got performance for my school's band dinner. So TIRING! >.< Actually,EVERYDAY I have to go to CEWC for setup. But in the morning,I'm VERY TIRED. So,Monday to Wednesday,I go for the setups at night. ^^ Heh. Well,that's all. I'll be posting about the seminar soon,I hope. xD 11:26
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Quarantine I haven't got anything much to write about for the past few days. I've been QUARANTINED at home since Tuesday,18th August 2009. Today is actually the last day I'll be quarantine. But the doctor said that if I'm not fully recovered yet,I still can't go to school. I miss all of my friends. ;[ This week is PMR Trial week. And I can't sit for the exam. I only sat for Sejarah,BM,Geo and English paper 1. I heard from a lot of people that the exam is so damn hard. Especially SCIENCE. Well,I'm kindda happy that I don't have to sit for the exam. But a lot of people said that it's very important. Oh well. Then I have to do my very best for PMR. It's so BORING being quarantined at home. There's nothing much to do. All you can do is sleep,eat,watch tv,go online,shower and all those boring stuffs. I wanna go out and PLAY and EXERCISE. I feel so sick being quarantine in this boring house. Can't wait to get out of the house soon. ^^ I miss the outdoors.  14:49
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
I still love you  Honestly,I still love you and I'm still waiting for you. Sometimes I wonder if waiting for you is worth it. I still love you and it's hard to let you go. You breaking up with me was the most painful thing I had to go through. I wanna forget about you,but I don't want to. The times we spent together,I will never forget. You said that you were serious. You said that you really love me so much. You said that you NEVER want to let me go. When you wanted to broke up with me, I asked you why, and you said because you never loved me from the very start. When you said that you were serious that you wanted to be with me, that you love me so much, and that you never want to let me go, did you really mean it? Or was it all a LIE?! You did not only say those things, but you pormised and meant it! Was it really fun seeing me getting hurt like that? Was it fun playing and fooling around with me? Was it fun hurting me? Was if fun lying to me? I know you have hurted me so much, but I don't know why I still love you. Everyone keeps on telling me to forget about you and move on. I don't think I can ever stop loving you no matter how much it hurts. You've been IGNORING me ever since I agreed to be your friend. Why is that? Have I done something wrong? Why are you being so cruel to me? I've done a lot of things for you and this is how you show your appreciation?! I even walked in the heavy rain just to meet you because I love you. How could you be so HEARTLESS at times? All I ask is for you to accept the love I give you. Just please don't throw it back at me. If you don't want to love me back,it's ok. As long as you accept my love and not throw it back at me,I'm happy. Please talk to me once again.  16:09
If a girl cries...  If a girl cries in front of you, means she couldn't take it anymore. If you take her hand, she would stay with you for the rest of your life; if you let her go, she couldn't go back to being herself anymore. A girl won't cry easily, except in front of the person she love the most, she becomes weak. A girl won't cry easily, only when she loves you the most, she put down her ego. Guys,if a girl cries in front of you, please hold her hands firmly, she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life. Guys,if a girl cries because of you, maybe because of your decision, you ruin her life. When she cries right in front of you, when she cries because of you, look into her eyes. Can you see and feel the pain and hurt she's feeling? Think... Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity, in front of you and because of you? She cries not because she's weak, She cries not because she wans sympathy or pity, She cries because crying silently is no longer possible. The pain,hurt and agony have become too big a burden to be kept aside. Guys,think about it... If a girl cries her heart out to you, and all because of you, it's time to look back on what you have done. Only you will know the answer to it. Do consider it. Because one day... It may be too late for regrets, It may be too late to say,"I'm sorry". To my friends, ponder this message seriously. Don't do this to a girl. You may regret for the rest of your life. Maybe in your life, she's the only one that love you the most. 14:33
Monday, August 17, 2009
Happy Birthday Dorothy! =D HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO DOROTHY LING!  Though you're a year older, but you will always be young at heart. Love you lots,sis! God bless you always. *hugs* ♥ 14:07
Friday, August 14, 2009
RAIN! ^^ It has been raining these past few days. Woohoo!~ LOL xD Finally it's not as hot as hell before. Heh. Well... Yeah. And again,nothing interesting to write about. =.= No inspiration or stuffs. 17:23
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
NOTHING O.O I have nothing to blog about today. It's a HOT day today. >.< That's all. 15:21
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Unexpected 0.0 Today,a good guy friend of mine told me something which I never thought he would say. He said that he loves me. 0.0 It all started with me sending this SMS,"---Finish the sentence--- 'I always wanted to tell you that..................'" Then,he replied. He said,"I always wanted to say that I love you... Is it?" At first I though that he thought that I asked him to complete what I wanted to say. And so,I told him that he's suppose to tell me what he always wanted to tell me,not to complete my sentence or so. Then he said,"I really did wanted to say that I love you." I asked him,"Love as in friends,bestfriends or like as a sis,right?" Then he said,"No. More than that." Then I asked,"You mean love as in like those type of couple love?" Then he said,"Yea." I was like... O.O?! I didn't reply him after that. I had nothing to say and I didn't know what to say. I was in SHOCK! Then he sent me this SMS : "I prayed so many times that you will ask me that question. And it worked. I like you. Not just like...but I love you. More than anything I ever wanted. Until you have someone with,it makes me really sad. But I'm glad that I told you how I really feel about you. I love you so much more than friends,bestfriends and more than a sister." And again,I was like...O.O?! I don't know what to say. I mean,sorry to say lah,well,yeah...it's too late for him. Why do people ALWAYS realize things when it's too late? Heh. Well,if you [the guy],is reading this,I just wanna say that I'm sorry things aren't the way you want it to be. You will find 'the one' one day. Don't worry. ^^ Take care. God bless you. *hugs* =] 15:59
Results! Damn! Today I got a few test papers back. Guess what? I passed my Sejarah test paper! But... I failed my Geografi test paper. WTF?! It's as if like I have to fail atleast one subject during every exam. =.= I've been failing my Sejarah test papers since last year. =} These are my marks for now : English - 83% Science - 74% BM - 52% Maths - 52% KHB -51% Sejarah - 41% Geografi - 40% 15:28
Monday, August 10, 2009
Who loves you?  Sometimes,we tend to think that no one loves us. Sometimes we feel/think that NO ONE LOVES US AT ALL. Sometimes we even asks ourselves"Who loves me?". Sometimes we even say,"Nobody loves me." Let me tell you ONE thing,all that is NOT true! God loves you. You said NO ONE loves you. When you say NO ONE loves you,it's as if like you're saying that GOD is NO ONE. God loves you. Jesus loves you. Your family loves you. Your friends loves you. And I know deep down inside your heart [somewhere],you love yourself too. Before you become all EMO and thinking that you don't deserve to live in this world anymore or that no one loves you,remember this... GOD will ALWAYS love you no matter what. His love for you is NEVER ENDING LOVE. When you tend to think that no one loves you,you're actually hurting God's feelings. When you tend to think that you don't deserve to live in this world anymore,you're also hurting God's feelings. Before you do anything stupid which unplease God,think about his love,remember all the wonderful things he has done for you and all. And most importantly,remember this... HE LOVES YOU. =] 16:01
Break time! xD Today at school during recess time,my friend bought Vanilla Coke. Then when she was about to open it,I quickly gave it a good shake. Then when she opened it,it was bubbling and overflowing. So,some of the coke spilled on the canteen floor. Then when that happened,there was a teacher behind us that saw what happened. The teacher then asked me to take the mop and mop the canteen floor. Every one at the canteen was looking at me. [Haha! xD] The teacher said something about giving me demerits just for that. =.= Sheesh... So lame lah that teacher. When teacher was lecturing us about that,all we did was laugh and smile. LOL xD 15:29
Friday, August 7, 2009
Trio ^^  I love this picture. It looks so cool. Haha! I'm not gonna write any story or anything. Just wanna say that I love this picture and that it's so cool. LOL xD Haha! 16:44
6th August 2009 6th August 2009 ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ It's a day to remember. It's MY day. It's a LOVEly day. It happened at 10 p.m. This is when it all began. This is where the story begins. Once upon a time... ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥  15:52
123456789 Today is 7th August 2009. At 12hours 34 minutes and 56 seconds today, 7th August[8] 2009, the time and date will be 12:34:56,7/8/09 that is... 123456789 ------------------------------------------------ Just now before we went home,teacher made an anouncement. She told us about the "123456789" thing. She asked us to cherish the moment. After school,my cousin sent me home,but before he sent me home,he had to go to SEGI college to pay his fees. So,when I was there,I looked at the time,and it was already 12:34:56 p.m. So,I had no idea on how to cherish the moment,so I did something so very silly,I was twhrilling around inside SEGI college. People were staring at me. But I didn't give a damn. Haha! Then my cousins and my brother thought that was something wrong with me. Haha! So,yeah... That's was how I "cherished" the moment. LOL xD 15:33
SRAY-ed Just now during History exam, there were a few students sleeping. [Zzz...] So,one of the teachers took a spraying bottle, went to the students place and SPRAY(!) their faces with water. Haha! xD It was so damn hilarious. Well,that's all. 15:26
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Dedicated to HIM ;[ Utada Hikaru - First Love Once in a while You are in my mind I think about the days that we had And i dream that these would all come back to me If only you knew every moment in time Nothing goes on in my heart Just like your memories How I want here to be with you Once more You will always gonna be the one And you should know How I wish I could have never let you go Come into my life again Oh, don't say no You will always gonna be the one in my life So true, I believe can never find Somebody like you My first love Once in awhile Your are in my dreams I can feel the your warm embrace And I pray that it will all come back to me If only you knew every moment in time Nothing goes on in my heart Just like your memories And how I want here to be with you Once more You will always be inside my heart And you should know How I wish I could have never let you go Come into my life again Please don't say no Now and forever you are still the one In my heart So true,I believe I could never find Somebody like you My first love You will always gonna be the one And you should know How I wish I could have never let you go Come into my life again Oh, don't say no You will always gonna be the one So true, I believe I could never find Now and forever ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------- This song is dedicated to someone. I'm sure some of you may know who it is. He may not be my first love,but he is the first guy whom I ever loved so much. This song kindda suits me. Hmm... Deep down inside,I still really do love him. But I guess he'll never know. Even if he knows,I don't think he'll even understand.  16:18
T.R.U.T.H. I know it has already been a month,but I still can't seem to get over you. No matter how hard I try,it's just impossible. I even tried filling my head with bad thoughts about you. [sorry] But yet,I still can't seem to forget about you. Why is it so hard?! Gosh... PMR trials is just in a couple of weeks and I'm still thinking about this. Sigh... You were the GREATEST thing that ever happened to me. Why did you have to break my heart like that? What did I do but give love to you? The first time I asked you why are you breaking up with me,you told me the reason why. Then,few days later,I asked you again what's the reason that you broke up with me,and then you answered me,you told me a different reason this time. The next week or so,I asked you again why you broke up with me,and you told me a different reason again. Then,few days later,I asked you again to see which is it,but this time,your reason was far more different and it really hurt me a lot. The last reason that you gave me,it hurt me so much. That was the most HURTFUL reason ever. The last reason that you gave me was,you said that you NEVER loved me. [WTF?!] You said that you never have feelings towards me from the very beginning. If that was so,then why did you even wanted to be with me in the first place? Is it because you felt sorry for me? But you said that you were serious. You confuse me! Damn it! After that day,I couldn't stop thinking about it. Part of me thinks that maybe you said that because you wanted me to stop waiting for you,while the other part of me thinks that you really mean it. Hmm... But deep down inside,I believe that you're not telling me the ACTUAL reason why you broke up with me. Until today,I still wanna know the real reason why you broke up with me. I think the reason why I can't seem to really move on is because you have not/did not tell me the real reason why you broke up with me. And it's bothering me. Maybe,just maybe,if you tell me the real reason why you broke up with me,maybe I can move on. All I ask is for the TRUTH. It has been 1 month and 4 days that we broke up. I donno why I'm even counting the days. ;[ After that day,you asked if we could be friends,at first I wasn't ok with it. Then few days later when I text you to tell you that it was ok with me for us just to be friends,you suddenly stopped talking to me. You've been ignoring me since 15th of July 2009,Tuesday. Why?! Sigh... Why are you treating me like this? All I ask is for the truth. God bless you. Bye. 17.06.2009 - 01.07.2009 -M A X I N E- 14:20
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About me  Name : Maxine Rose Birthday : 10th March 1994 Horoscope : Pisces School : SMK St. Teresa,Kuching Confirmation name : Roxanne Loves : God. Family. Friends. Myself. Friendster My blog Tumblr I love playing my guitar I want a Macbook I'm single Waiting for PEOPLE Barry Barim Chelsea Bong Daphne Diana Ting ♥ Hazelin Ng ♥ Ivy Lim James Raj Joelle Chang Justin Sing Martha ♥ Rebecca Lydia ♥ Roselle Sarah Jane Sharon Lugun Stephanie Bulan ♥ Theodoric Job ♥ Tommy Soon Tommy Soon My Blog Net88 ♥ Talk Craps July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 I ♥ them Leow Kwan [my best friend] Hazelin [my close friend] Alexandria Kucha [my sister in Christ] Diinson Ng [my little brother] Xiao Jie [my cute friend] Syl Lau [crazy dude] Korea Lo [my best friend] Adrian [friend] Kenny Ting [my brother] Julian Lu [fun friend] Theodoric Job [fun friend] Nikko [friend] Rebecca Lydia [good friend] Raphael Isaiah [good friend] |