| Tuesday, December 29, 2009
2009 go on 2010 2009 is gonna be over soon. I seriously have no idea how to celebrate New Year. I hope that next year would be a better year for me. This year [2009] isn't that great. T.T Love life Studies were ok i guess. For me,holiday this year was the BEST. Why? Well,because... I made new friends,went clubbing for the first time,and etc.etc.etc. xD P/S : I'm gonna rebond and cut my hair tomorrow. Will upload a picture of it soon. ^^ 14:06
Monday, December 21, 2009
I love you ♥ I love you means that I accept you for the person that you are, and that I do not wish to change you into someone else. It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times. It means loving you when you are in a bad mood or too tired to do things I want to do. It means loving you when you're down, not just when you're fun to be with. I love you means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them, asking in return only that you do not judge me for mine. It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love you enough to let you go. It means that I'll be ok when you are with her. Loving you means standing by you even when you are ripping my heart piece by piece. 15:50
PMR results! >.< Shit! PMR results coming out on the 24th December 2009. During Christmas Eve! Surely when I get my results,I won't be in the mood to celebrate Christmas. After I get my results,I wanna go to beach to calm my mind and go clubbing after that. xD I bet I need a drink when I get my results. I have no confidence in myself. >.< I hope I get 5 A's,it'll be good enough for me. All I can do now is wait for the results. Sigh... 15:42
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Taking Back My Love RULES 1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, Realplayer, etc on shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button for your answer. 3. You must write that song name down NO MATTER HOW SILLY it sounds. 4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name. 5. For best results, put in various songs from various singers at least 50 songs. 1. If someone says, "Is this okay? ... you say? Onew & Jessica - One Year Later. [LOL. xD] 2. How could you describe yourself? Pixie Lott - Cry Me Out [Haha! I don't get it. xD] 3. What do you like in a girl/boy? Avenged Sevenfold - Chapter Four [I wonder what is in their chapter four. xD] 4. How do you feel today? Mariah Carey - I Stay In Love [Waa... Stay in love with who o? O.O] 5. What if your life's purpose? Pussycat Dolls - Hush Hush [As in to keep quiet? Haha!] 6. What is your motto? Silverchair - Without You [Without who? O.o] 7. What do your friends think of you? David Arhculeta - Touch My Hand [Haha! No comment. xD] 8. What do you think of your parents? Avenged Sevenfold - Warmness On The Soul [ Wow. That's kindda sweet. In a way.] 9. What do you think about very often? Wang Lee Hom - Kiss Goodbye [Waa... O.O Who kissed me goodbye o?] 10. What is 2 + 2? One Missed Call ringtone [Oh My Gosh! O.O] 11. What do you think of your best friend? Baek Ji Young - Don't Forget [Yeah. Please don't forget me. ^^] 12. What do you think of the person you like? 2PM - Heartbeat [Waa... Cool. ^^ Hehe.] 13. What is your life story? Yuni Shara - Sepi [ Woah! Quite true o. T.T] 14. What do you want to be when you grow up? Tamia - Officially Missing You [Doesn't make sense. xD] 15. What do you think of when you see the person you like? Paramore - Decode [Waa... Thinking of how to decode their mind to like me. LOL. xD] 16. What will you dance at your wedding? Girls Generation - Gee [LOL. LMAO. ROTFL. Haha! So cool. xD Everybody will do the dance with me.] 17. What is your hobby/interest? Jason Mraz - Lucky [Lucky for what o? O.o] 18. What is your biggest fear? Cascada - Evacuate The Dance Floor [Haha! What's so fear-ish about that? xD] 19. What is your biggest secret? Taylor Swift - You Belong With Me [ Umm... Haha!] 20. What do you think of your friends? SS501 - Love Like This [Eee... So cun. Hehe. ^^] 21. What will you post this as? Enrique Iglesias - Taking Back My Love [Huh? O.o] 10:46
Holidayism xD Holidays are quite boring. Sigh... Can't wait for the PMR results to come out and get it over with. Suspens arh. >.< Made quite a lot of friends during this holiday. ^^ Never really made any friends during the holidays. For now,this year's holiday is the best. Going out with friends,doing illegal things & more. Good girl gone bad. Woot!~ xP Nothing so illegal lah. I didn't take drugs or became a prostitute or anything that illegal. I feel like transfering school. But no idea which school to transfer to. Hmm... Or maybe I should transfer to KL,Melaka,Sabah or somewhere. Heh. >.< Well,that's all for now. And my computer is currently spoiled & I'm using my brother's notebook. =] 10:36
Sunday, December 13, 2009
NOOBness xD I'm still such a noob at using Tumblr. Haha! xD I feel so...lame. >.< Hope one day I'll get the hang of it. That's all. Lalalalala... =P 15:11
Friday, December 11, 2009
Dedicated to Hazelin Ng =]  HAZELIN NGI would love to wish my best friend,Hazelin Ng,a very happy birthday. =] You're 15 years old liaw o. You may be a year older,but you will always be young at heart. ^^ Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to Hazelin, Happy Birthday to you! =D Happy birthday to you, You live in a zoo, You look like a monkey, And you smell like one too. Haha! xD Happy birthday,birthday girl! *hugs* God bless you always. Have a blessed birthday. Amen. Love you lots. ♥ 12:46
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Nothing more T.T Yes,we're best friends. And yes,I am falling for him. Last night I confessed my feelings to him. And he said this,"I really can't." Until now I've been wondering what he meant by that. Well,sometimes things are better left unknown. I knew that there was no use if I told him. I knew that nothing good was gonna happen. But he kept on asking me to tell him. My sis even asked me to tell him. Kindda regret telling him. Now I'm gonna feel kindda uncomfortable around him. Sigh... So now all we are,are just best friends. Nothing more. Never ever gonna be anything more. T.T Well,this isn't my year to be falling in love. Hopefully next year will be a better year. This year is only my year to have fun,despite sitting for PMR. xD It rained heavily in my room last night. [If you know what I mean] I've been listening to sad songs since last night. Nothing to be happy about. Sucks to be me. >.< Oh well,since Korea hope that I'll be happy everyday,let's see what happens. xD I hope I have something interesting to post tomorrow. And I hope I can. I'm currently having a really bad sore throat right now. My voice sounds so funny. I sound like a duck. Oh! Last night,when a friend of mine called me,I nearly got an heart attack. Wanna know why? Because I was listening to music using my earphones. And then he called. The scary part was,not only the ringtone was loud,but it was the ringtone from the movie One Missed Call. I forgot that I put that as my ringtone. Haha! xD 17:20
L I F E Life is about having fun. Don't be stupid and waste it on someone who is gonna act like they're gonna hate you tomorrow. Never waste it on someone who doesn't want their friends to know that they're in love with you. Don't give that person the rest of your tears or months or years of your life when they treat you badly and doesn't mind making you cry. Every person deserves someone who brags about them. Don't fool yourself. You deserve so much better than that. 11:20
Save yourself >.< Sometimes,you just have to stop caring. You have to turn off all your emotions and feelings to protect yourself from getting hurt. You have to stop caring about what other people think of you and be yourself. Sometimes you have to hide it all not let anyone know how you feel or what you think. You have to put a smile on your face and pretend that everything is fine even when it's not. Sometimes that's the only way to save yourself from a broken heart. 11:10
I already know! I'm a liar because I won't tell you everything? I'm stupid because sometimes I'm wrong? I'm ugly because my face isn't perfect? I'm a pushover because I like making people happy? I'm a loser because I'm not friends with your group? I'm fake because I'm too nice? I'm weird because I'm not like you? I'm fat because I eat when I'm hungry? I'm clingy because I don't like to be alone? I'm insecure because I care about what people think of me? I'm no fun because I'm not always hyper? DO NOT try to tell me who I am BECAUSE I already know! 11:00
Thursday, December 3, 2009
┌П┐(>_<)┌П┐ Haha! Cool title isn't it? xD Yeah. That's all I wanna post about it. Lalalalala... =P 15:21
TaeMaxine =P  I've been obsessing about Taemin. He's my husband. xD How I wish. Haha! He's so adorable and cute. He's utter cuteness. I wanna squeeze him. He's just so so so adorable! Oh my gosh! >.< Why don't they come to Kuching and held a concert. I would so totally go. I also wanna get VIP passes and backstage passes. Then I can sit with Taemin and stare at him whole day long. Then I can also ask him to play the piano and sing to me. I would be in dream land if that happens. xD Taemin,Taemin,Taemin! =D I love his hair. I love his smile. I love his voice. I love the way he dance. I love the way he plays the piano. I love EVERYTHING about him! I have 3 friends who are Taemin look-a-like[s]. Hehe. ^^ They're hot-stuffs too. xD But they're all taken. Darn! =.= I have up to 200 pictures of Taemin & SHINee in my phone. But I have more than that in my folder in the computer. Haha! xD I wanna go to Korea and look for him. And maybe kidnap him. Haha! No lah. Just kidding. But I really wanna go to Korea and look for him. My last wish before I die is go to Korea and meet him. Huhu. ;[ I hope that dream would come true. [Without me dying] Never in my life I've been obsesses over someone like this. >.< He's so...WOW. Words cannot describe him. He's the greatest Maknae ever. ^^ I wanna marry him. xD 14:46
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Emptiness >.< I feel something inside of me missing. I feel kindda empty. I donno what it is. How I wish I knew. So that I could fix it. Well,sometimes life isn't fair. God didn't say that life would be easy,He only said that it would be worth it. The way from God to a human heart is through a human heart. I'll try blogging about something better tomorrow. Goodnight. God bless you. =] 21:54
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
It wasn't an easy thing to do T.T I hope what I did was the right thing to do. Well,even though I take it all back,nothing's gonna change. You've found someone new. I guess this is the way it was suppose to be. Even then,I want you to be happy and live a happy life. I'm doing this for you. Even though it hurts a lot,but I don't want to see you getting hurt anymore because of me. I hope you understand why I'm doing this. Because if we stayed as best friends,people won't stop talking. And I know it hurts you. And I don't wanna see you getting hurt anymore. That's why I have to let you go. It hurts me more than it hurts you. Honestly,I feel hurt and jealous because you've found someone new. And it took you such a short period of time. Within 3-5 days and you've already found a new one. WOW! Sigh... Oh well,I'm happy for you. As long as you're happy,then I'm happy. It seriously wasn't an easy thing to do. Losing you was like losing a part of myself. I feel empty. A part of me is missing. Never in my life have I felt like this over losing a best friend. Well,I guess now it's too late. God bless you and your new bestfriend. Take care. =] 11:27
Update[s] ^^ Update about what has happened lately 1. I lost my best friend. 2. Got lots of mosquito bites and sand fly bites. 3. Injured my legs. 4. Into Korean songs. 5. Obessesing over Taemin & SHINee. I think that's all. xD 11:23
Lazyness Angh! ^^ I haven't been updating for a long time. Been busy Taemin-ing. LOL xD On the 26th - 29th November,I attended Camp Empowered. It was held at Camp Putra Sentosa,Sematan. It was a great experience. I had lots of fun despite the mosquito bites. Haha! Well,kindda lazy to write about it. Maybe I will write about it one day. When I'm hard working enough. xD 11:19
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About me  Name : Maxine Rose Birthday : 10th March 1994 Horoscope : Pisces School : SMK St. Teresa,Kuching Confirmation name : Roxanne Loves : God. Family. Friends. Myself. Friendster My blog Tumblr I love playing my guitar I want a Macbook I'm single Waiting for PEOPLE Barry Barim Chelsea Bong Daphne Diana Ting ♥ Hazelin Ng ♥ Ivy Lim James Raj Joelle Chang Justin Sing Martha ♥ Rebecca Lydia ♥ Roselle Sarah Jane Sharon Lugun Stephanie Bulan ♥ Theodoric Job ♥ Tommy Soon Tommy Soon My Blog Net88 ♥ Talk Craps July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 I ♥ them Leow Kwan [my best friend] Hazelin [my close friend] Alexandria Kucha [my sister in Christ] Diinson Ng [my little brother] Xiao Jie [my cute friend] Syl Lau [crazy dude] Korea Lo [my best friend] Adrian [friend] Kenny Ting [my brother] Julian Lu [fun friend] Theodoric Job [fun friend] Nikko [friend] Rebecca Lydia [good friend] Raphael Isaiah [good friend] |