Tuesday, January 5, 2010
First day of school =.=

On the first day of school,I already tiok scolded by teacher arh. =.=
Mai cibai!
Not only that,I also tiok black listed in school.
Wanna know why?
Because since Form 1 - Form 3,I always fight with people.
But last year I faught with teachers which is worse.
So,like that lah.
That's why.

And I'm in class 4Science4.
But I wanna go to 4Science3.
There's no Physics subject in my class but there is Accounts.
I HATE Accounts. I'd rather study Physics.

Oh,well...
Hope they'll put me in 4Science3.
If not,I'm so gonna transfer to a different school.

So sai arh my school.
Chao cibai. =.=


16:11



New Year! [2010]

Goodbye 2009,and...
HELLO 2010!!!
xD

It's a new year.
New life.
New start.
Daa...

How I celebrated New Year?
Well,I celebrated it the way I wanted to.
With friends. ^^
I don't have a boyfriend,so it would be great to start a New Year with a kiss from a cute or a hot guy.
And guess what?
That's how my New Year started! ^^
The guy was cute & he's my friend. xD

I celebrated New Year by going clubbing at Travillion.
I had no money but oh well... xD
I wanted to celebrate it at C.O.R.E. but,well like I said,I had no money.
So,I walked around with my friends till countdown.
But then,the cute guy texted me telling me that he was in Check-In.
So,I went there to look for him.
He brought me in with him and he gave me a free bottle of Heineken beer.

During countdown,I was outside Check-In.
When the clock striked 12 midnight,...
THE PLACE WAS CRAZY AND WILD!
People screaming everywhere,couples kissing each other,friends getting drunk and laughing everywhere,and me standing alone outside smiling and taking a deep breath.

After countdown,the cute guy brought me into Check-In.
He pulled me towards him and kissed me on the lips and wished me A Happy New Year.
He hugged me,held my hand,put his arms around my waist,protected me from 'WILD' people,and kissed me. =]

How I celebrated New Year was not how I expected it to be.
It was seriously 'WOW'.
So far,I can say that it was the best New Year celebration I've ever had in my life.

I'm hoping to celebrate a even BETTER one for the upcoming year,2011. ^^


15:55



Tuesday, December 29, 2009
2009 go on 2010

2009 is gonna be over soon.
I seriously have no idea how to celebrate New Year.

I hope that next year would be a better year for me.
This year [2009] isn't that great. T.T
Love life sucks this year.
Studies were ok i guess.

For me,holiday this year was the BEST.
Why?
Well,because...
I made new friends,went clubbing for the first time,and etc.etc.etc.
xD

P/S : I'm gonna rebond and cut my hair tomorrow. Will upload a picture of it soon. ^^


14:06



Monday, December 21, 2009
I love you ♥

I love you means that I accept you for the person that you are,
and that I do not wish to change you into someone else.
It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times.
It means loving you when you are in a bad mood or too tired to do things I want to do.
It means loving you when you're down,
not just when you're fun to be with.
I love you means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them,
asking in return only that you do not judge me for mine.
It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love you enough to let you go.
It means that I'll be ok when you are with her.
Loving you means standing by you even when you are ripping my heart piece by piece.


15:50



PMR results! >.<

Shit!
PMR results coming out on the 24th December 2009.
During Christmas Eve!

Surely when I get my results,I won't be in the mood to celebrate Christmas.
After I get my results,I wanna go to beach to calm my mind and go clubbing after that. xD
I bet I need a drink when I get my results.
I have no confidence in myself. >.<

I hope I get 5 A's,it'll be good enough for me.
All I can do now is wait for the results.
Sigh...


15:42



Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Taking Back My Love

RULES


1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, Realplayer, etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button for your answer.
3. You must write that song name down NO MATTER HOW SILLY it sounds.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. For best results, put in various songs from various singers at least 50 songs.




1. If someone says, "Is this okay? ... you say?
Onew & Jessica - One Year Later. [LOL. xD]


2. How could you describe yourself?
Pixie Lott - Cry Me Out [Haha! I don't get it. xD]


3. What do you like in a girl/boy?
Avenged Sevenfold - Chapter Four [I wonder what is in their chapter four. xD]


4. How do you feel today?
Mariah Carey - I Stay In Love [Waa... Stay in love with who o? O.O]


5. What if your life's purpose?
Pussycat Dolls - Hush Hush [As in to keep quiet? Haha!]


6. What is your motto?
Silverchair - Without You [Without who? O.o]


7. What do your friends think of you?
David Arhculeta - Touch My Hand [Haha! No comment. xD]


8. What do you think of your parents?
Avenged Sevenfold - Warmness On The Soul [ Wow. That's kindda sweet. In a way.]


9. What do you think about very often?
Wang Lee Hom - Kiss Goodbye [Waa... O.O Who kissed me goodbye o?]


10. What is 2 + 2?
One Missed Call ringtone [Oh My Gosh! O.O]


11. What do you think of your best friend?
Baek Ji Young - Don't Forget [Yeah. Please don't forget me. ^^]


12. What do you think of the person you like?
2PM - Heartbeat [Waa... Cool. ^^ Hehe.]


13. What is your life story?
Yuni Shara - Sepi [ Woah! Quite true o. T.T]


14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Tamia - Officially Missing You [Doesn't make sense. xD]


15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Paramore - Decode [Waa... Thinking of how to decode their mind to like me. LOL. xD]


16. What will you dance at your wedding?
Girls Generation - Gee [LOL. LMAO. ROTFL. Haha! So cool. xD Everybody will do the dance with me.]


17. What is your hobby/interest?
Jason Mraz - Lucky [Lucky for what o? O.o]


18. What is your biggest fear?
Cascada - Evacuate The Dance Floor [Haha! What's so fear-ish about that? xD]


19. What is your biggest secret?
Taylor Swift - You Belong With Me [ Umm... Haha!]


20. What do you think of your friends?
SS501 - Love Like This [Eee... So cun. Hehe. ^^]


21. What will you post this as?
Enrique Iglesias - Taking Back My Love [Huh? O.o]


10:46



Holidayism xD

Holidays are quite boring.
Sigh...
Can't wait for the PMR results to come out and get it over with.
Suspens arh. >.<

Made quite a lot of friends during this holiday. ^^
Never really made any friends during the holidays.
For now,this year's holiday is the best.

Going out with friends,doing illegal things & more.
Good girl gone bad.
Woot!~ xP

Nothing so illegal lah.
I didn't take drugs or became a prostitute or anything that illegal.

I feel like transfering school.
But no idea which school to transfer to.
Hmm...
Or maybe I should transfer to KL,Melaka,Sabah or somewhere.
Heh. >.<

Well,that's all for now.
And my computer is currently spoiled & I'm using my brother's notebook.
=]


10:36



Sunday, December 13, 2009
NOOBness xD

I'm still such a noob at using Tumblr.
Haha! xD
I feel so...lame. >.<
Hope one day I'll get the hang of it.

That's all.
Lalalalala... =P


15:11



Friday, December 11, 2009
Dedicated to Hazelin Ng =]

HAZELIN NG

I would love to wish my best friend,Hazelin Ng,a very happy birthday. =]
You're 15 years old liaw o.
You may be a year older,but you will always be young at heart. ^^

Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to Hazelin,
Happy Birthday to you! =D

Happy birthday to you,
You live in a zoo,
You look like a monkey,
And you smell like one too.

Haha! xD
Happy birthday,birthday girl!
*hugs*
God bless you always.
Have a blessed birthday.
Amen.
Love you lots. ♥


12:46



Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Nothing more T.T

Yes,we're best friends.
And yes,I am falling for him.

Last night I confessed my feelings to him.
And he said this,"I really can't."
Until now I've been wondering what he meant by that.
Well,sometimes things are better left unknown.

I knew that there was no use if I told him.
I knew that nothing good was gonna happen.
But he kept on asking me to tell him.
My sis even asked me to tell him.

Kindda regret telling him.
Now I'm gonna feel kindda uncomfortable around him.
Sigh...

So now all we are,are just best friends.
Nothing more.
Never ever gonna be anything more. T.T
Well,this isn't my year to be falling in love.
Hopefully next year will be a better year.
This year is only my year to have fun,despite sitting for PMR. xD

It rained heavily in my room last night. [If you know what I mean]
I've been listening to sad songs since last night.
Nothing to be happy about.
Sucks to be me. >.<

Oh well,since Korea hope that I'll be happy everyday,let's see what happens. xD
I hope I have something interesting to post tomorrow.
And I hope I can.

I'm currently having a really bad sore throat right now.
My voice sounds so funny.
I sound like a duck.

Oh!
Last night,when a friend of mine called me,I nearly got an heart attack.
Wanna know why?
Because I was listening to music using my earphones.
And then he called.
The scary part was,not only the ringtone was loud,but it was the ringtone from the movie One Missed Call.
I forgot that I put that as my ringtone.
Haha! xD


17:20



L I F E

Life is about having fun.
Don't be stupid and waste it on someone who is gonna act like they're gonna hate you tomorrow.
Never waste it on someone who doesn't want their friends to know that they're in love with you.
Don't give that person the rest of your tears or months or years of your life when they treat you badly and doesn't mind making you cry.
Every person deserves someone who brags about them.
Don't fool yourself.
You deserve so much better than that.


11:20



Save yourself >.<

Sometimes,you just have to stop caring.
You have to turn off all your emotions and feelings to protect yourself from getting hurt.
You have to stop caring about what other people think of you and be yourself.
Sometimes you have to hide it all not let anyone know how you feel or what you think.
You have to put a smile on your face and pretend that everything is fine even when it's not.
Sometimes that's the only way to save yourself from a broken heart.


11:10



I already know!

I'm a liar because I won't tell you everything?
I'm stupid because sometimes I'm wrong?
I'm ugly because my face isn't perfect?
I'm a pushover because I like making people happy?
I'm a loser because I'm not friends with your group?
I'm fake because I'm too nice?
I'm weird because I'm not like you?
I'm fat because I eat when I'm hungry?
I'm clingy because I don't like to be alone?
I'm insecure because I care about what people think of me?
I'm no fun because I'm not always hyper?
DO NOT try to tell me who I am
BECAUSE
I already know!


11:00



Thursday, December 3, 2009
┌П┐(>_<)┌П┐

Haha! Cool title isn't it? xD
Yeah. That's all I wanna post about it.
Lalalalala... =P


15:21



TaeMaxine =P


I've been obsessing about Taemin.
He's my husband. xD
How I wish. Haha!

He's so adorable and cute.
He's utter cuteness.
I wanna squeeze him.
He's just so so so adorable!
Oh my gosh! >.<

Why don't they come to Kuching and held a concert.
I would so totally go.
I also wanna get VIP passes and backstage passes.
Then I can sit with Taemin and stare at him whole day long.
Then I can also ask him to play the piano and sing to me.
I would be in dream land if that happens. xD

Taemin,Taemin,Taemin! =D
I love his hair.
I love his smile.
I love his voice.
I love the way he dance.
I love the way he plays the piano.
I love EVERYTHING about him!

I have 3 friends who are Taemin look-a-like[s].
Hehe. ^^
They're hot-stuffs too. xD
But they're all taken. Darn! =.=

I have up to 200 pictures of Taemin & SHINee in my phone.
But I have more than that in my folder in the computer.
Haha! xD

I wanna go to Korea and look for him.
And maybe kidnap him.
Haha! No lah.
Just kidding.

But I really wanna go to Korea and look for him.
My last wish before I die is go to Korea and meet him.
Huhu. ;[
I hope that dream would come true. [Without me dying]

Never in my life I've been obsesses over someone like this. >.<
He's so...WOW.
Words cannot describe him.
He's the greatest Maknae ever. ^^

I wanna marry him. xD


14:46



Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Emptiness >.<

I feel something inside of me missing.
I feel kindda empty.
I donno what it is.
How I wish I knew.
So that I could fix it.

Well,sometimes life isn't fair.
God didn't say that life would be easy,He only said that it would be worth it.

The way from God to a human heart is through a human heart.

I'll try blogging about something better tomorrow.
Goodnight.
God bless you. =]


21:54



Tuesday, December 1, 2009
It wasn't an easy thing to do T.T

I hope what I did was the right thing to do.
Well,even though I take it all back,nothing's gonna change.
You've found someone new.
I guess this is the way it was suppose to be.
Even then,I want you to be happy and live a happy life.

I'm doing this for you.
Even though it hurts a lot,but I don't want to see you getting hurt anymore because of me.
I hope you understand why I'm doing this.

Because if we stayed as best friends,people won't stop talking.
And I know it hurts you.
And I don't wanna see you getting hurt anymore.
That's why I have to let you go.

It hurts me more than it hurts you.

Honestly,I feel hurt and jealous because you've found someone new.
And it took you such a short period of time.
Within 3-5 days and you've already found a new one.
WOW!
Sigh...
Oh well,I'm happy for you.
As long as you're happy,then I'm happy.

It seriously wasn't an easy thing to do.
Losing you was like losing a part of myself.
I feel empty.
A part of me is missing.

Never in my life have I felt like this over losing a best friend.

Well,I guess now it's too late.
God bless you and your new bestfriend.
Take care. =]


11:27



Update[s] ^^

Update about what has happened lately
1. I lost my best friend.
2. Got lots of mosquito bites and sand fly bites.
3. Injured my legs.
4. Into Korean songs.
5. Obessesing over Taemin & SHINee.

I think that's all. xD


11:23



Lazyness

Angh! ^^
I haven't been updating for a long time.
Been busy Taemin-ing.
LOL xD

On the 26th - 29th November,I attended Camp Empowered.
It was held at Camp Putra Sentosa,Sematan.
It was a great experience.
I had lots of fun despite the mosquito bites. Haha!

Well,kindda lazy to write about it.
Maybe I will write about it one day.
When I'm hard working enough. xD


11:19



Monday, November 23, 2009
TAEMIN OBSESSION!!! xD

TAEMIN (TaiMin)
Birthday : 1993.07.18
Height : 175 cm
Interest / Specialty : POPPIN dance,listening to music,piano & speaks chinese
Stage name : Taemin
Birth name : Lee Taemin
Position : Rapper,Sub vocal & Lead dancer


09:40



Wednesday, November 18, 2009
TAEMIN fever

I'm currently SICK.
Not so sick lah.
Just sick.

This whole week has been so boring for me.
Not going out. No money.
No money,no talk. >.<
I only have RM 5 left with me.
So sad. T.T

All I've been doing is going online,Facebook-ing,listening to music,texting people and most of all...
Watching Shinee - Ring Ding Dong video over and over again.
Can't get enough of it.
My husband is in it.
TAEMIN!

Taemin is HOT-STUFF.
For me lah.
Haha! xD

I'm obssesed with Taemin my love.


15:27



Tuesday, November 17, 2009
NOTHING

I've got nothing interesting to blog about actually.
Well,I do but I don't want to blog it out.

My holidays has been fun lately.
Especially on weekends.

Oh! And about that Ah Boy guy.
SCREW HIM!

There's this korean boy band named Shinee.
And one of them looks EXACTLY like Ah Boy.

Here's the picture.

SECOND LEFT ^^

Cute,right? ^^ Hehe.
That guy is 16 and Ah Boy is 15.
He seriously looks exactly like Ah Boy.
It's like it's his twin brother.
Ooolala... xD
YUMMY

PS : Ah Boy's real name is Cornelius. ^-^



16:40



Monday, November 9, 2009
TO HIM!

Mai cibai!
Wanna play with me arh?
I'm not some CHEAP BITCH that you meet in the club,ok?
I'm not someone you can mess around with!

I was sick but I still went to celebrate your birthday with you.
I did it for you!
I gave you a ring and you threw it away just like that?!
FUCK YOU,MAN!

So what if you're good looking at all?
So what if your kor kor is a pai kia?
He's my kor kor also.
Even though you're his didi,but if you do things like this,he's on my side.

You're such a bloody heartless person.
Cibai kia lah you,asshole!

You said you loved me.
I bet it was all a lie!

What am I to you?
A toy?!
Haha! Very funny.

If I ever see you,I'm gonna give you a big hard slap in the face!

Think I'm scared of you?
No way!
Go die lah you!
You disgust me!

Just do me a favour.
Go die,would you?
ROT IN HELL!

You're such a playboy.
Chao cibai lah you!
Mother fucking asshole!


11:12



Dedicated to HIM!

I DON'T CARE

Hey playboy
It's about time
And your times up
I had to do this one for my girl you know
That's the only way you boys learn

I can't ever forgive you for that lipstick on your collar
Every day,your phone's always off
It doesn't seem like you're going to change

All those girlfriends you call "friends"
Don't think of me in the same way as them,
I won't let it flyFrom now on, do as you want,
I'm going to stop caring
For some time I really loved you but oh

Sometimes you get drunk,and call me,now it's 5:30 am
Again you say another girl's name no

I don't care,
I'll stop caring about what you're doing wherever you are
From now on I really don't care, I'll get out of the way
From now on don't come to me and cry, and cling on cause
I don't care

Cause I don't care
I don't care
Boy I don't care

Stealing glances at other girl's legs
You're so so hopeless
Everyday you take off your couple ring,and secretly go on a blind date
I don't think that I'll be able to take it anymore

My friends say that you're not really worth it
You even went to your wolf-like friends for advice but
I'd rather keep it simple,I'm too good for you
I believed you were my love but oh

Today you said you were busy, I tried phoning you but
As expected, in the background I heard a girl's laugh oh no

Because of you, I remember crying till dawn boy
I regret every time I think about you when my heart was too easy, huh boy?
I'm too good to throw away and too boring to have
You should've treated me better when we were together why are you clinging to me now

You fooled me with your lies hundreds of times
From today on, I'll be a bad girl who makes guys cry
Now without a single tear, I'll laugh at you
Loser who's inside a game called love
Get on your knees and take me back
If not, get out of my sight right now


11:04



Party at CORE! =D

ME,HAZELIN AND DIINSON

On 7th November 2009,Saturday.
Me,Diana,Hazelin,Diinson,Brandon and Aaron went to Core to celebrate Ah Boy's birthday.
We were there from 10.30pm to 2.30am.


I had so much fun with Ah Boy. ^^
We drank A LOT.
We were so drunk.We drank non-stop and we danced.


The DJ wished Ah Boy happy birthday and played a happy birthday song.
We danced and sang and had lots of fun.
Got sapu at Core around 2 something.
So,we left. We went to some coffee shop.
Then we went to The Office.
Then we went home after that.


I don't really remember what happened that night.
I was so drunk. xD
First time I go clubbing.

It was the BEST NIGHT in my life!

WOOHOO!~


ME AND AH BOY



10:16



Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Sleepover At Diana's Place =]

US THREE [3]

On 23rd October 2009,I slept over at my beloved sister's place.
Her name is Diana Ting. =]

Hazelin and I slept over at her place.
I arrived at Diana's place first.
But Hazelin wasn't there yet.
So,Diana and I went to Jalan Song for dinner.
Once we were done eating,Hazelin asked Patrick to pick us up to go to Bing!
It's my first time meeting Patrick in person.
We hanged out at Bing! for a while.
We had to get back at Diana's place by 9.30pm.
But we ended up reaching there around 10pm.


ME AT BING!


Once we arrive at Diana's place,we went to her room to relax for a while.
After that both Hazelin and Diana played pillow fight.
I video recorded them pillow fighting.
It's really funny. xD
After a while,they were exausted.
So,we went up to the 3rd floor to watch movie.


HAZELIN HITTING DIANA WITH A HEART SHAPED PILLOW

Instead of sleeping in her room,we slept on the 3rd floor.
I have to idea what's that room called.
But they've got huge TV,Mahjong table,Snooker table and a bar in there.


I only slept for 2 hours.
From 7am - 9am.


We watched One Missed Call.
The final one.
It was so freaking scary! >.<
But kindda funny.
We watched it from around 12am - 2am.


US WITH OUR SOFT TOYS

After that,we played snooker! ^^
We all played.
Then pass 4am,Diana went to sleep.
But Hazelin and I cotinued playing till 6am.

HAZELIN

ME


At 6am,we went out on the roof to watch the sunrise.
OH.MY.GOSH!
The view is just so beautiful!
I've never seen such view in Kuching before.
And it was my frist time being on a roof.
Hazelin and I took some pictures.
Diana was still sleeping.

ME AND MY TEDDY ON THE ROOF

MY TEDDY BEING VAIN

Around 7am,we went back in.
Hazelin and I lay under the snooker table.
I planned on not sleeping.
But I ended up sleeping while halfway talking to Hazelin.
Haha! xD

ME SLEEPING UNDER THE SNOOKER TABLE

I woke up 2 hours later.
When I woke up,I saw Diana watching PS : I Love You.
And Hazelin too was already awake.
I joined them watching that movie.
Once that movie was over,we watched another movie.
We watched Angus,Thongs And Perfect Snoggings. =D
I've always wanted to watch that movie.

After we finished watching movies.
I went and shower,but Hazelin didn't,then went back home.

PS : Diana made a new nick name for Hazelin.
It's HAZERING ENG. xD

To view all the picture during the sleepover and to watch the pillow fightin video.
Do not hesitate to add me in Facebook.
Thank you. =]


20:59



Friday, October 23, 2009
What's our purpose in life?

LIVE YOUR LIFE

I know there are people out there who wants to know what's their purpose in life?
Some of us may think that there's no point for us being in this world.

For so long I prayed to God,asking him to tell me what's my purpose in life.
I kept on thinking that I'm useless in this world.

Well,yesterday,somehow God must have answered my prayer.
While I was sitting in the car,waiting for my dad to buy some stuff in the grocery store,
I sat down quietly and then suddenly,I somehow knew what my purpose in life is.
God created me in this world to help people and to be there for them.

God created every one of us for a purpose.
He created each and every one of us is our unique ways.

If you think that you have no purpose in this world,think again.
Or better,pray and ask God to help you.
We can't always do things ourselves.
Sometimes we need help.


11:31



Thursday, October 22, 2009
21.10.09. Hangout ^^

Yesterday,Diana asked me to accompany her studying at Sarawak Club.
So,I asked Hazelin to tag along.
When we were at Sarawak Club,Diana didn't even study.
She kept on eating,drinking and especially TALKING.
That crazy girl. xD

After that,Diana asked her friend to send us back to her place so that she could shower.
After she showered,she asked her friend to send us to The Spring.
We took some pictures in the car.

IN THE CAR

At The Spring,we walked around and bought some clothes.
Then,Hazelin noticed that Diana's ear piercing was bleeding.
So,we had to go to the toilet and clean it for her.
Well,only Hazelin did the cleaning. Haha!

HAZELIN CLEANING DIANA'S EAR PIERCING

After Hazelin was done cleaning Diana's ear,Diana and I knocked on the toilet cubicle door with people in it and we quickly ran out.
Then we went to Igloo.
I was the only one who ordered something from there.
Both of them bought something from somewhere else.


HAZELIN EATING. DIANA DRINKING.

After that,Diana called someone to pick us up from The Spring to send us to Jalan Song.
We went to Jalan Song because we wanted to eat.
In the end,we didn't eat.
We ended up drinking and taking pictures.

WE DID NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO


BEING VAIN AT EXPERT COFFEE SHOP

After that,we walked back to Diana's place.
While walking,we were telling scary stories.
Once we reached her place,we continue talking about scary stories.
Then I wanted to shower,but I didn't dare.
Because of all the stories I've heard.
So,Diana suggested to shower together.
But the moment I entered the bathroom,I wasn't afraid to shower alone anymore.

After that,we all went to the computer room because Diana wanted to upload pictures.
Then hours passed and I had to go home.

IN THE COMPUTER ROOM

THE END xD



14:01



Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Boredom

I thought that after PMR would be fun,
but then it isn't.
You're only free from studies.

The school has this after PMR program which is so boring.
But on 6th November there will be a field trip for the Form 3's.
But sadly,I can't go.
I have another surgery on that day.
Sigh...

I'm so bored at home.
All I can do is online.
I wanna go out with friends.

Oh well,atleast I have 3 months holiday instead of 1 month. xD


14:38



Kelly Clarkson - Already Gone lyrics


Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die.


I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop.


I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone


Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive


You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone


Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone
Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye.

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on,
So I'm already gone.
THIS SONG IS SO SAD


12:02



Monday, October 19, 2009
I'm so happy! ;]


Yesterday,after 3 months and 17 days,HE finally talked to me.
I'm so happy.
You don't know how happy I am.

Now,I can live my live happily and peacefully. =]
When HE started talking to me again,it feels like I'm living a new life.
A new fresh start.

I wanna thank HIM for being my friend again.

WOOHOO!~


10:43



PMR is over! =D


PMR was held on 7th - 13th October.
It was one hell of a week!
I felt like my brain was gonna explode. >.<
Science paper 2 was really hard for me.
The rest was ok. =]

After PMR,my school has this PASCA PMR PROGRAM which is so damn boring.
I'm not going to school anymore since the programs are so boring.
No point going either.
Such a waste of time.
I don't have that many plans after PMR.
Kindda boring tho. =.=
All I can do is online or watch TV.

That's all. =]


09:57



Sunday, October 18, 2009
Konsert Syukur 2009


On the 16th - 17th October,Konsert Syukur was held at the old Dewan Undangan Negeri [DUN] at Kuching.

ORPES [Orchestra Pelajaran Sarawak] performed for the concert.
In the orchestra,consists of students and teachers from SMK St.Teresa,SMK Green Road,SMK St. Joseph,IMH and other schools.

Practices were boring.
But the long 3 hours breaks in the afternoon and evening were really fun. =]
I made new friends from SMK Green Road.
Namely Joey Kho,Michelle Chai,Chin Ying Sin and Stanton.
There were other friends there too.

On Friday night,the second last night,during the 2 and half hour break,we sneaked up to the third floors.
We're not allowed to go there.
But we were so bored.
All the Greenians,Josephian and I'm the only Tresian that went up.
The first time I went up with them,I was kindda afraid that we might get caught.
So,as we went up,we were walking around.
Then one of them opened one door.
And in that door,there were more stairs.
When they all went in,I was looking out at the door,then I saw a security walking towards us.
So,I left them and quickly ran back down alone using the dark stairway.
It was so scary running down the dark stairway alone. O.O

Then Joey texted me asking me where was I.
So I told him,then they all came down and looked for me.
Then they asked me why I ran away.
So I told them,but then they said that there was no security guard anywhere.
The next night,we went up to the third floor again.

This time,I don't care about whoever or whatever.
I'm gonna follow them till the end,since it's the last night.

They went to the same door,the one which has more stairs going up.
We went up the stairs.
When we reached the tp,there was another door.
One of my friend opened the door and...
WOW!
The view is so...beautiful!
We were on the roof.
It has such a beautiful view of Kuching from up there.

After that,we went back down and explore more of there place.
We were walking,after that Amanda said that there's a security ahead of us.
So,we all quickly turned and ran.
We all bumped into each other really hard as we tried to run.
Waie knocked me really hard and it hurted a lot. >.<

After that,I looked down and then the security guard saw me.
He asked us to go back down.
Then we all of us ran somewhere.
After that,we walked around again and then,there was a door ahead of us.
On the other side of the door,was the security guard.
So,we ran back down as fast as we could.
But five of us couldn't manage to run.
Two of them got caught but the other three managed to hide somehwere.

After that that excitement of being rebellious teens,we went back down and went ahead with out performance.
We all laughed at what had happened.

On the second last day,my friends and I ordered pizza. =D

Well,A LOT happened.
But I'm just kindda lazy wanna type it all out.
I only wrote the best parts.
I will upload the pictures soon. =]


13:09



Monday, October 12, 2009

HEYS! =]
I haven't been updating for a very long time.
I will update soon.
No worries. ^^
I have lots to write,so there will be lots to read.
I won't write all at once.
I'll write one by one.
LOL xD
Ok,then.
That's all!


21:19



Friday, September 11, 2009
Over exaggeration xS


Sometimes we tend to over exaggerate.
We need to know when to stop.
We need to control ourselves.

I did this[over exaggerate] to one of my bestfriend without even noticing it.
Someone had to tell me to notice it.
And,yeah... I noticed it.
I feel so bad.
So,of course I'm not gonna do it again.
I'm gonna change that "problem" about me. Heh. >.<

One of my bestfriend over exaggerates.
But I don't tell her that,of course.
I just don't bother to.
I just let her be.
Because even if I tell her,she won't listen.
But now,she's not really my bestfriend anymore.
She joined this new "gang" in class.
And that gang so teruk. >.<
Biar her lah.
Malas wanna tegur about her already.
Brapa lama I help her,advice her and all already.
But she never show her appreciation.
So,whatever lah!

I just wanna concentrate on PMR right now.
No time for these kind of problems.

To everyone:
I wanna say that I'm truly sorry if I over exaggerate at times. Sorry if didn't notice it. Please forgive me. I didn't mean to do it on purpose. Kan sometimes people tidak sedar diri,right? Yeah... So, I'm so very truly am sorry. I hope that you'll forgive.


16:03



Thursday, September 10, 2009
I want a Macbook!

MACBOOK =]

I want a Macbook so badly!
I've been obsessing about it lately.
Oh my gosh!
I want one!
But it's so damn expensive.
It costs RM 3,669.
If I get that Macbook,you won't be seeing me leaving the house.
I'll be at home,in my room,stuck to it.
LOL xD

No lah.
Let's be realistic here.
If I get that Macbook,I'll be so damn happy!

I'd rather get that Macbook instead of a new phone.
Well,duh...!
Haha! =D

Well,hopefully I can get it by this year.
Hopefully when the long holiday starts.
Hehe.

I DESPERATELY WANT A MACBOOK


21:13




About me


Name : Maxine Rose
Birthday : 10th March 1994
Horoscope : Pisces
School : SMK St. Teresa,Kuching
Confirmation name : Roxanne
Loves : God. Family. Friends. Myself.

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  • MACBOOK! =D
  • PMR results >.<
  • Christmas
  • HIM


    PEOPLE

    ♥ Alexandria Kucha ♥
    Barry Barim
    Chelsea Bong
    Daphne
    Diana Ting
    ♥ Hazelin Ng ♥
    Ivy Lim
    James Raj
    Joelle Chang
    Justin Sing
    Martha
    ♥ Rebecca Lydia ♥
    Roselle
    Sarah Jane
    Sharon Lugun
    Stephanie Bulan
    ♥ Theodoric Job ♥
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    Leow Kwan [my best friend]
    Hazelin [my close friend]
    Alexandria Kucha [my sister in Christ]
    Diinson Ng [my little brother]
    Xiao Jie [my cute friend]
    Syl Lau [crazy dude]
    Korea Lo [my best friend]
    Adrian [friend]
    Kenny Ting [my brother]
    Julian Lu [fun friend]
    Theodoric Job [fun friend]
    Nikko [friend]
    Rebecca Lydia [good friend]
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